Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in kickasscutee's LiveJournal:

Saturday, January 13th, 2007
2:31 pm	Ages??? Wow so its been a while.. im tired... Im dating "paint" who became mike after we were interested in each other because calling my boyfriend by a nickname mercedes gave him would be kind of wierd. Speaking of mercedes, we fought the first 4 months of school but thats ok cuz we are peachy keen now. or at least i hope we are. In some aspect im having relationship problems with mike... like we mesh really well, but his immaturity gets to me sometimes and it just makes me aggrivated cuz it seems like no matter what happens it doesnt get us anywhere because we end up arguing about the same things. for example we argue because he wants me to be puppy dog and im not that kind of a person and on the other hand i want him to be NOT puppy dog and he is anyway... like he wants me to change and im not going to because it goes against anything and everything ive built up my ideals and morals to be. I dont follow, im not inferior, so besides that we mesh really well. and not only that but i dont expect him to change, he just needs to learn to give me space... which doesnt help by the fact that he likes to give me guilt trips for giving him "too much space" which bugs me. Like im not changing my entire outlook on life for him, im not expecting him to he just needs to give me space from time to time. I like the kid but if he expects this to work he has to work with me. he expects me to change and that just wont work... i hung out with him last night... and it was fun and everything but it seems as much as we mesh we spend an equal amount of time fighting... i mean when we are flirting its really fun and cute.. like i wrestled with him on his bed the other day... suprisingly not sexually... and it was extremely fun cuz i mean it was just flirting... like back to basics... something i never got the chance to do with ryan. speaking of which, i saw him the other day at the store... apparently according to my parents hes gained weight.. which makes me giggle a little bit. he was such a moron, its just silly. So i dance a shit load now im auditioning on the 29th or whatever saturday that is for 2 more pieces and im already in 9 which if i make both will be a record. i will be so unbelievably exhausted... exams are in a week and if i can make it through this week i still think im fucked 3 ways to sunday. which kinda sucks... and i could always study but ehh... the thing that pisses me off the most is that im not even in college yet... i mean i sent in my application at the end of october but gregory is retarded and didnt resend my transcripts so they didnt get them until december 9th which just pisses me off. i mean if i dont get in because they ran out of room im going to be so upset its just unbelievable. im gonna go and try to occupy myself with things to do... im out Z Current Mood: tired Current Music: Diamond Music -Palladio Movement 3 (Comment on this)
Monday, August 7th, 2006
11:03 pm	Chris well... u kno i figured that hey wait... lets try the boyfriend thing again.. and oh wait no.. apparently thats not going to happen because i think sierra is just fucked up with relationships period.. forever.. cuz it seems like now everytime i take a chance on a guy... it gets squished in the face.. WELL THANKS A LOT CHRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I REALLY FUCKING APPRECIATE IT... i JUST LOVE HAVING MY HEART RIPPED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS REALLY GREAT.... u kno i figured that i might be good enough to make u drop athena BUT APPARENTLY NOT... which just makes me realize how not important i was.. well fuck you. i thought i may have meant a little more to u than that... BUT APPARENTLY UR JUST A FUCKING ASSHOLE.. oh yea i guess we can be friends... thanks andy... i really fucking appreciate it... way to give me a dumping streak... i cant deal with this.. and people wonder why i cant attach myself.. cuz when i fucking do it never fucking ends well.... and then to find out that u would still be with me if u werent going to college... well thanks bastard... it would have been better to break up cuz u were going to college.. not cuz u got bored with me...ur fucking gay... i hate this... so much... its driving me mad... i think im just gonna stop considering guys at all... period... fuck u guys... im out Z Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: death cab for cutie CD (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
10:08 pm	No flogging molly... Last thursday i dont remember what i did actually, i had the car on friday i think and i took paint home and yea... about that hahahaha... so then after that awesome experience that friday cuz Da Vinci won the cleaning so i got up at 11 and i went into the store with my dad.... then i took the car and showed up at school at like 1 30 and hung with paint and went to math which was the reason i went to school... then i went to carries house to say hi to her brother who was back from college.. then ill finish this later cuz im too ADD and too much of a procrastinator to finish this cuz well i just am so... im out Z Current Mood: happy Current Music: Yahoo music reel (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
8:58 pm	I woke up at 12 30 on sunday afternoon then i went to carries yacht club after merks and carrie and me got ready.. then we hung out there for a while... and then we we went back to carries and i started on my english essay for my exam.. after i finished i went with carrie to a dock at her yacht club so she could take a sediment reading.. not that exciting and it was really cold that day too.. especially by the water.... so then we came back home and i didnt do any other homework... i just helped carrie and mercedes with math... then i got picked up at 9... and went home and prolly talked to paint... monday.. i had school it was F day... SENIOR PRANK DAY!!!!!! hahaha yea about not having class at all.. it was hilarious they wouldnt even let us in the commons... the seniors covered the hallways in hay/straw up to your knees then covered everything in that paper ribbon, and strung wire across the hallways.. and lastly brought Isabels mini cooper into the commons... so overall it was pretty sweet... and on a completely different note.. WE MAY GET OUT OF SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!!!!!! cuz we cleaned better... at least we are in the running.. anyway... back to monday.. so we got out of morning classes ahaha it was fing sweet.. as for afternoon classes we still had those.. but at least we got the senior corner... oh i forgot to mention that mo and michaels were pissed and therefore cancelled senior pranks from then on.. and then all the seniors got called in anyway to clean up the mess... hahaha i laugh at them for going over the top... i bet we'll still have one anyway next year... at least we will have skip day... and like instead of messing up the school do something nice instead... like bake food for the teachers or something corny like that... anyway... that afternoon i had classes but it was cool we got the corner... then after school i was at school until about 4 30 ish and then i went home took the car and went to dance and was there until 7 30 when i came home.. then i went to "bed" as usual which has just become sierra takes a shower goes into her room is on her computer listening to music then talks to a boy on the phone then goes to bed.... anyway.. tuesday... i got up earlier than usual because i had to be at school early cuz my dad is crazy and had an appointment.. it wasnt that big a deal, i just got there early.... it was a day.. and i had shakespeare which wasnt really shakespeare and then math which was review and then senior luncheon was that day so i had 4th 5th 6th and 8th free.. which was sweet... history was cancelled... and dig counts as a free and i have 6th and 8th normally anyway... so then after school i had a very nice interesting experience.. i love my quad muscles... anyway... then i left at like 6 ish and went home then took the car along with a fresca and a tuna sandwich and went to jazz and we ran the show... and then i went home and then went to "bed" then this morning i thought i could be cool and get up early and straighten my hair HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA thats funny.. yea way to lazy i really got up later than normal actually cuz i turned off my alarm instead of snoozing it... on purpose... and ended up getting up 5 minutes before we were supposed to leave but since i was going with my mom we didnt really leave until 10 minutes after that anyway... hahaha so we left 5 minutes before we normally would... today was b day... shakespeare first which didnt happen.. then double french which unfortunately did... then dig... which i finished my last project which was to pick the pictures i wanted in my last show. then lunch.. then 5th and 6th free which i spent with andy and paint mostly and jacqui too... then i had forensix and we finished my exam.. then history in which we played good time fun =) we got yearbooks today.. let me rephrase that.. i could have gotten my yearbook today if i hadnt been stupid and forgotten my library book at my house.. so i wont get it until tomorrow... yay im gonna get it first period... so i spent most of the day writing entries as a matter of fact after this im gonna go finish the three that i have right now... then go to actual bed i think.. considering paint is not calling me bak and its pissing me off... then again he prolly just went to sleep... i think on friday im gonna go into school for math... thats it.. its last period... so ill just show during one of my end of the day frees... anyway that was so random... so after school i had another interesting very nice experience... then i went to work out and spent a half hour doing cardio and then another half an hour core strength... so in short... im dead... or at least my stomach is.. then i came home and watched the end to house... which considering i havent seen the rest of the season it was pretty damn good... then i came into my room and got on my computer cuz for once i took a shower as soon as i got home.. so now... im going to go write in those 3 yearbooks i have... otherwise... im out Z Current Mood: ehh Current Music: Yahoo music reel (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 21st, 2006
2:04 am	REALLY LONG UPDATE The week right after i last entered really wasnt that exciting i had dance on monday and that tuesday instead of going to jazz i had a college meeting for penn state... anyway but it was pretty much all a prep for my party which was on friday followed by cedar point and club night.. well the party really started at 4 even though i said that it was supposed to start at 6-7 cuz mark took me home and then thats why it started so early.. cuz he was there then the guys showed up so i was the only girl until wrighteous got there at a quarter till 6, then jacqui showed... then everyone else not including carrie and mercedes who were in new york city visiting RIT.. so then the party was kickass and jimmy came too.. and it was interesting cuz jimmy paint and andy were there... it was interesting trying to split the time between them evenly.. but from that night by bed was officially "tainted", speaking of which has become my new goal.. to taint as much as possible cuz well... everyone cares too much about whats tainted and they shouldnt cuz its natural and no one cares... anyway then jacqui spent the night and last person to leave was paint and he left at about 12 15 or so... so then i almost fell asleep directly after that then we got up at 11 and then proceeded to go to cedar point the next day.. i got a season pass and unfortunately took the best picture of my life on that stupid card.. i wish it had been somewhere else.. like my license or prom pictures.. or somewhere... anyway so we rode everything worth riding in my view.. millenium first then mantis.. power tower.. then magnum then gemini then raptor.. it was fun i had a kickass time.. as usual then we decided to go back to gregs house to start a movie and mess around before we had to leave for club night... and jacqui and i did and we took paint as well.. we went back to my house first to change then left for the dance afterwards.. it was fun but it ended really abruptly and before they said it would be over.. they said it would be over at midnight.. so at a quarter to 12 mo walks in in the middle of a song puts her hand up and says stop and then expects everyone who went to clean up and help the people who put it on... which honestly would be the "right thing to do" but thats just bullshit.. considering we paid to go and therefore the people who got our money should fucking do it... not us.. then the day after was mothers day in which i helped my mom start my prom dress that we worked on almost every chance we got for the next week.. it was bad yea cuz prom was this past friday but as a tradition we went to chez for mothers day... then afterwards they came back to the house and played pinocole however the hell u spell it cuz i dont care and its 2 30... anyway so then i went to bed.. and then the week went as it always did i had school everything was ok except for in the crunch of time and freaking out cuz my mom and i were paranoid that we werent gonna have the dress made in time for prom on friday... so then friday came around and it was interesting.. i got the car cuz i had a hair appointment that day.. which was originally at 3 when i decided that i might be going with chelsea but she ended up being paranoid about the time crunch so about a week and a half before she decided not to go... so it was just me.. we got out of school at 1 and i had to preoccupy myself until 3 when i thought my appointment was, so i went and got chipotle with mercedes and then went back out to wellington for my hair appointment which i found out while driving that the time was changed until 4 which was interesting because then i had to wait there for an entirely different appointment and it was cool.. i was really sick of waiting at the end but then again i am an attention whore so it all works out.. then i got an updo a hair cut my eyebrows waxed and my make up done then i drove out to strongsville mall which was where all my stuff for prom was.. then i got dressed in a really big hurry because at school they made it seem as if we got there late or past 7 30 they wouldnt let us in at all.. after i got to the mall around 7 i got ready extremely fast and my father who had driven out to strongsville took me to andys house.. AWWWWWW hes so cute in a tux. i wanted to die... anyway so we took pictures at his house and then left for the zoo... we got there walked around a bit then ate dinner and danced and andy was exhausted cuz he had gotten only 1 hour of sleep from the night before so he spent a lot of the time near the end sitting on the side half asleep which served as being really entertaining for when he was at after prom which was extremely fun considering we were all exhausted at that point and especially doing the blow up obstacle course which ended up being a lot more fun when u were tired hahaha anyway i tainted the outside of bettcher as well.. hahahhaah that was after after prom tho so it wasnt that big of a deal... not that it ever is.. i was really protective of andy at prom.. he was my date and therefore i had right to be selfish.. if he had gone alone then as much as i would have wanted to be selfish i wouldnt have had any right to be so.. not that i had right being his date but i had more right than i would of if we hadnt gone together... hes so cute and he prolly slept till like 7 in the evening today and it makes me laugh.. after after prom and after everyone started cleaning i was ready to leave and cuz i didnt have my contact stuff with me i decided to drive so i wouldnt fall asleep on the way home.. even tho i do have to say i drove considerably slower when i was that tired but theres nothing i can really do about that now... so i went home and got home around 4 45 and then immediately went to bed.. and was fast asleep in like 2 seconds... after making sure that no sort of technology would wake me up during the night, then i was awoken by my mom at 11 who had to go clean up after prom at school and was supposed to be there at 12 which ended up us getting there at 12 45 cuz we were moving extremely slow cuz we were still really tired... so we went there and she cleaned and i took a nap for the first hour i was there then the second hour i was there i helped them clean up so it would go faster... then afterwards i was just expecting to go to carries but that didnt happen we ended up going to crocker and getting 4 pairs of pants for summer wear.. one of which will be my new favorite pair of pants/capris... and i wore them today then after crocker i ended up going to carries and getting here at around 4 30 in which i called paint cuz we were originally going to go see a movie which ended up not happening but we had to wait for everyone to get here... everyone being sean and paint and mercedes... then once everyone got here we went to the beach and watched the sunset but first we climbed out on a pier of rocks and sean through a rock from the shore and hit me square in the collarbone and the rock that he threw fell into my shirt... then we came back home and didnt really do anything for awhile... kinda just messed around then carrie and paint went out to get a movie *wedding crashers* then he came back and then carrie went out to get pizza later and we started watching wedding crashers while the pizza got here and that was that we watched the movie and then mercedes along with me in mercedes car took paint to the mall so his mom could pick him up right outside of dicks... then mercedes almost killed me for tainting her car.. oh i forgot to mention that i tainted carries couch and jacquis car as well.. so then mercedes went back to her house to get stuff to spend then night and then came back over here... and we kinda reminisced as a group then carrie fell asleep on the couch bed and mercedes and i looked at more stuff and now shes asleep behind me... and im the only one awake in carries house and im up to the current time period except now im talking to sean online, which im gonna finish our conversation and then go to bed cuz im SOOO dead right now.... im out Z Current Mood: tired Current Music: none and carries windows media player (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 8th, 2006
9:22 pm	FUN WITH CARL! So saturday.. i got up at 9 so i could go into the store so i could hang out with paint.. cuz it was either 9 or 8 and i chose 9... anyway so i got to the store hung out for a while... got a Free Comic Book Day wristband... and made everyone else wear the FCBD wristbands as well.. then i started reading history cuz i had a test on monday that i really had no idea wat was going on.. anyway so i studied until i finished reading the chapter... then i waited for paint to call me... in the mean time nate showed up and of COURSE kept me company... aww i love nate.. hes to funny... so then paint shows up... hahaha so i kept talking to nate... then the original plan was to go rock climbing... but it turned out that we had to be 18 or cosigned... so that really didnt work that well... so we wandered around the mall aimlessly... then decided to sit down and chat for a while which ended up being 3 or 4 hours.... really overall it was mucho fun... hes a fun kid... then we saw CARL!!!!!!!!!! which i hugged a BAZILLION TIMES!!!!! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW CARL!!!!!!!!!!! so cute... anyway so then we hung out in the store for about an hour until my dad decided to leave... and then it was like 15-20 mintues after that... so we dropped mike off.. then went home and i didnt do anything... i called mike... then fell asleep on the phone prolly cuz i dont remember... now yesterday.. sunday was my dads bday.. hahah 43 YAY! anyway well for his bday i said id clean his car... so i did... i got up at 10... figured this would take me 2 hours and set to it... well i vaccummed the inside... then shampooed his carpets then windexed the interior... then washed the car as a whole... then the tires... then wheels on all 4 axels... then brought the car back in the garage and waxed then entire thing... then waxes his front and back windshields and ha 2 hours.. more like 4 and a half... it sucked... it was worth it however... then i went inside and watched zathura which ended up being a cute movie... then waited a bit and watched the end of spiderman 2 then watched mission impossible... the first one... which turned out to be pretty good even without a plot thats much to speak of... then afterwards i started on my history study guide.. then the way i study sheet... so i remember it better... yay. then i went to my room talked to paint... and went to bed... got up this morning at 7 cuz we were supposed to leave early... but we never actually leave when were supposed to when i go with my mom... dad on the otherhand i almost always get there early... anyway... so today was b day i normally have shakespeare first but she cancelled class cuz everyone was gonna be gone for aps... so i had first free followed by 2 periods of torture a.k.a. double french... then dig in which i spent half studying and half watching taylor andrew and ed play jenga.. it was pretty funny... then i went out to lunch with carrie and amy cuz we all had 5th free... and i got poto food... as usual... then we literally sat in carrie convertable with the top down for 20 minutes after we got back during the rest of 5th period... it was awesome... then 6th care and i hung with paint... cuz carrie wanted company to take pictures... then i had forensix where we spent time going over each others quizes nothing to exciting... so then 8th was my history 20 in 20... which went remarkably well... YAY FOR STUDYING and then we took notes as usual... then after school i hung out at tennis until greg ditched me then i went over to the track field to hang with the other greg and ethan and matt *culley* at pole vaulting... then my dad called and he picked me up at 4 27 i think... or something like that.. then we went home cuz we had enough time before i had to be at dance and it was my idea cuz i wanted the car... duh... so i went home got dressed and did my hair then left for dance and i was there until 7 30... nothing monumental happened then i left and undid my hair in a church parking lot, kind of wierd i kno, then i went home and started to find out who was really going to my party considering that its this friday... amazing how time flies huh... so i spent an hour calling people to figure out whether they were going or not... then i talked to paint... and took a shower and bath like i always do... then i wrote in here and tomorrow is c day and i have forensic homework im not doing to do then sooo otherwise... im out Z Current Mood: blah Current Music: Diamond Music CD (Comment on this)
Friday, May 5th, 2006
9:51 pm	Life times 10 So the sunday after... well ok i had dance from 1-3 so i went as usual and it was boring and i didnt want to be there.. as usual... then i went home.. and the plan was for me to get the car and to go to crocker to hang out with carrie and see a movie... so it ended up being me, paint, carrie, lucy, alexia and quay.. and we saw BENCHWARMERS.. omg hilarious i didnt stop laughing... omg.. * i didnt kno that athelete had 3 syllables.. thats ama-za-zing... hahahahah i love it... anyway... afterwards everyone left cept paint care and me... then care had to go home and study for AP english.. so i just hung out with paint.. then he had to leave and it was fun.. then monday was Cday which was dig... then double forensix which we didnt stay for and i just hung out for third... then i had free fourth and hung out with paint.. after lunch i had precalc free shakespeare history... which was good... we watched a movie in shakespeare... in precalc we learned new shit... then history we watched making sense of the 60s.. a.k.a. gay... anyway d day... i had shakespeare... then french house/town meeting which was devoted to elections... senate elections... then forensix... which we did a lab then i had lunch.. then i had free then dig then free and paint got out of gym to hang with me fifth then i had calc 8th and i had dance.. but i thought i had a college meeting that night which turns out to be next week... then wednesday was e day where i had 3 frees of which i spent with andy and paint... forensix, shakespeare... free then french... then after lunch i have calc then free then history then free. and it was oodles of fun... along with after school... tee hee... then i went to a spinning class that i was almost fucking late to... then home then i was on the phone with paint again until 1 then i got up at 3 30 cuz of fucking cramps then i didnt go back to sleep until almost 5 then i got up at 7 and went to school... it was f day... and i had free first which i hung with paint.. then dig then double math then after lunch i had forensix, then free history french... it was NOT FUN!!!!! after school i went to a baseball game... AWWW I LOVE THE BASEBALL BOYS!!!!!!!!!!!! they are so cute... they lost 14-5 but i's coo... i's coo... then i went home and hung with jacqui and talked to paint on the phone... friday... today... a day... shakespeare which we did not have class cuz she thought she cancelled it... but she never told us that she did she just said it in her head to herself... so we didnt have class and we dont have class on monday either... then math... which was interesting we started something new... yay... not... then town meeting which started with senor catanese talkin about cinqo de mayo.. then history... which was notes and movie as always... i took carries car out for lunch... then i had dig in which we went to the giant gym sale and then played chutes and ladders... then i had french then free... we had french outside siblings switched spots... like nick took amys place... jonathon in katies and richie in wills and it was funny... then 8th i hung out with andy and paint... then after school i went to yet another baseball game which we also lost... oh and there were a shitload of girls there who really just pissed the fuck off me and merk... so we spent half the game talking about ways we could hurt them...then we went back to her house after congradulating the boys.. and watched TV and ate greek foods... then watched school of rock... then i left and went home stopping at giant eagle the bank and marcos along the way... then home... then the phone with paint now my phone is dying so im getting off the computer to charge it and yea... im out Z Current Mood: calm Current Music: yahoo continuous reel (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 29th, 2006
5:05 pm	Crocker Last time i talked was sunday... Monday was D day, shakespeare first followed by french... ewww. then house meeting, which were elections... then forensix after lunch i had free dig free as always followed by math.. after school i had dance... and waited for the parents to pick me up as usual... then tuesday... e day... forensix first then shakespeare, then free and french, calc free history free... all my frees were with andy... in the afternoon i went home with jacqui then i took the car to go to jazz at 7 30... got home and talked to jimmy... just like monday... wednesday... F day free first i showed up anyway... then dig... double calc which was spent learning new shit... mm fun fun... after lunch forensix free history french... now they should never schedule french on 8th period... because we all are bored in french anyway and to make it last period is just wrong... mom picked me up after she got off work... and we went and took a spinning class with robert *same guy as the first time we did it*... then we came home... then thursday A day... shakespeare then calc... town meeting... history dig free french free.. I HAD THE CAR!!!!!!!!!!! so we went out to lunch.. me and care that is... and we left tay and andrew in the dust and it was awesome... i had the dads car... then after school i wasted 2 hours of my life.. then came back to school and greg took my car and drove around in it *norton* then after i hung out a bit... i went to the baseball game... and it was exciting cuz it was the first game they had ever won.. ever... then i went back to school. then a bit later i left... and went home... unwillingly... friday... we were supposed to get to school at 8 because of shakespeare cuz some stupid guru from oberlin was gonna be there... so i showed up late because the mom decided to turn in the water bill that morning... and we were supposed to dress up thursday and friday becuz of NHS inductions and the humanitarian conference... so i showed up in my sequin black top half sweater thing... and my tan pants... so i acted out a shakespeare scene which according to everyone in the class was the best one... whatever... but ok... so then i would have had double french but she cancelled class cuz none of us were gonna be there anyway... that was when the keynote speaker was... anyway... on friday... i was really close to andy... like not physically wise... but iono... it was like very mentally sexual... it was funny cuz well.. honestly it wasnt wierd at all... i have to say the wierdest part of that day was greg grabbing my ass =) but im not gonna get into that, so after my free third... of which i dont remember who i hung out with i had... dig... which he cancelled and i went to bettcher to watch amy and jacqui and simon read their speeches... afterwards.. i didnt do anything for lunch and i hung out with andy... again... then fifth i took a math test... which i had to at least start before next week... i only have 2 problems left.. i took it with greg... well not with greg... but greg was there... 6th i hung out with andy again... and then we went to the closing ceremony, of which i went with andy... then afterwards i got jenny and i's tire track in the back of the school *forensix* then i found andy again who was playing four square like a ninny... then everyone went to class including me... i had history but class was cancelled for the second time all year i think... and i was excited so i just spent the time with andy on the swings... then after school he had tennis practice... of which he was almost an hour late cuz he was hanging out with jacqui and dustin and jenny and me... and then after he went we waited for him to get out so we could find out if he was hanging out with us or not... cuz we were planning to go to crocker and see a movie *the sentinel* at 7 35... so we waited for him to get out to see if he could go.. and it turned out he couldnt but we left and got to crocker... and we hung out and decided not to see a movie but eat first and see a movie later... but before we did that we had hung out in ethans car... and i called a whole bunch of people to see if they could show or not... and afterwards we went back out of ethans car to the movie theater... and saw ed and drew there and then saw a whole bunch of other LRA people... then that was when we decided not to see a movie and eat first... so we went to aladdins and then drew just up and left randomly so it left ethan dustin me ed and jacqui... and then when we just finished mercedes carrie frank vinnie and jonathon showed up... and i was supposed to be waiting for paint of whom i called while we were there in hopes that he could come as well.. cuz andy was a loser and couldnt.... AWWWW I LOVE PAINT!!!!!! anyway... so i waited with mercedes and them for paint to show up and i had been communicating with amy as well... so she came in shortly after and then i was still waiting for paint... and amy decided to eat dinner with them and when paint got there he came in and then he said hi to everyone and then we left... we started to walk to baskin robbins like the original plan.... and we got there... and when we did ed drove away... and so we left... and then when we were almost at borders and ed called and hes like where are u guys.. and we are like oh were at borders... and hes like oh we are at baskin robbins... so we went back and then pretty much it was car tag because we would always be in the opposite spot until paint was like... hmm yea ur stupid stay in the same spot and watch for their car... then sneak up on them and suprise them... cuz well sure enough they were moving everytime we said where we were going... so we suprised them and then ethan left and went home so we got in the car and he drove over to baskin robbins and then actually waited for us and i was thouroughly suprised... then we drove around a bit more... and then hooked up with steve after dustin got picked up... then we hung out in borders for a bit... then steves car... jacqui got shotgun so i spent the time beating/flirting with paint... then my mom called and shes like come home... so i was like ok lets leave now... even tho i didnt really want to cuz i liked spending time with paint... so we had steve drop us off at our car which was on the top floor... then he left and didn take paint down with him so then he got stuck in the back of our car and we took him down.. but then it turned out that his parents were still at his house so we waited for them to get to crocker aww hes cute... i think the funniest experience of that night was him trying to explain to jacqui wat a sedan and baseline were... hahahahah thats still funny.... and then jacqui took me home and dad thought we were drunk for 2 reasons.. one cuz hes retarded and 2 because jacqui drove over the lawn... then i came in and went to bed... as fast as i could make my brain stop thinking about what happened... then i woke up at 11 to chelsea calling my phone with plans.... for promday... then i got up watched some movies... danced a little... hung out... and now im about ready to leave with my mom again to go look at dress patterns... but i have to take a shower first... so im gonna go do that otherwise.... im out Z Current Mood: content Current Music: Music Choice 414 Adelphia (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
6:26 pm	Job??? Well i should start out by saying how my day went.. this morning was typical in the fact that well i got up off and on throughout the night and when i actually got up i thought it was going to be 11 or so.. well it really turned out to be about 9... so unfortunately i spent the time awake... i got up and watched i dont remember what i watched first all i remember is that i watched sweet november... with keanu reeves of whom i never thought could play a serious romantic role.... well i guess i did... i mean he was a romantic in matrix after all.. regardless so i got the car... and drove to dance.. and hung out there until i saw alex's new "Boy of the Week" cuz she was waiting in my car... then at a quarter to 3 i left cuz we had finished rehearsing my dances for sure at 2 30 so i was just hanging out... well cuz i could.. i called matt and found out he was free... so i drove to chez... and we talked and he really didnt tell me any more than i already knew, i did see suzie however and im kind of interested in justin... cuz well he sounds cute.. and i hung out with him when i was little... it was so long ago in fact i dont remember what he looks like... i just remember hanging out. anyway so i talked to him about it and he said hed call me... i gave him my cell number and went on my way... i got in the car and started to drive when i realized i hadnt called jacqui yet.. so i pulled over in a parking spot and called her... and it turns out these 2 cute boys drove by right before i pulled out originally.. and they went down to the beach and i pulled off a little ways down from them to call jacqui... i did and then they left right before i did and after they passed i could tell they were trying to show off a bit... so i just showed off a bit as well. they zoomed out.. and i zoomed out so fast i caught up with them at the light.. peeling out at 45 on a 25 mile an hour road... it was pretty fun. ... but i followed them pretty much back to my house almost.. and i turned off... carrie called me on the way home.. and it turned out she couldnt bring me my back pack go figure... so i proposed to drive out there and get it and then i found out im not on insurance yet.. so i was stuck at home.. then i watched the end of sweet november.. sad movie.. then what a girl wants with amanda bynes and the really cute oliver james guy... now im in my room waiting for jacqui to get here.. and i took a shower after i got back home and now im waiting at home for my backpack that my mother seems to be giving me a hard time for having it at carries... well bite me if she said she was bringing it home today... im sorry i couldnt have magically appeared back at carries house to get it.. anyway.. shes going to get it now... grudgingly... i gave her a hard time and told her just to come home cuz she was complaining to much and it was pissing me the fuck off.. im really curious as to where jacqui is however im calling her and talking to carl now in my room listening to Tyrant... otherwise... im out Z Current Music: The Bravery CD (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 20th, 2006
9:55 pm	Driving Test 2 So... holy shit... its thursday i have entered in ages... well it feels that way anyway.. so monday... was E day... kinda blew off the andy in the morning and then he acted all palish... so i was like fuck that.. that was the day i have 3 frees with him... regardless.. so that night i didnt have dance... jacqui took me home.. we hung out and watched tennis prolly... i dont remember... all i remember is that we left and she came back to my house and we continued to watch Howl's Moving Castle... she left at 6 40 then i dont kno what i did.. but i can prolly guarantee u it wasnt homework... Tuesday... F day... ok i just took a bath and it was great... i felt like i was in a movie... hahaha i talked to jimmy on the phone while i was in the bath.. anyway bak to tuesday... i had first free and accomplished nothing as usual... and i never did my math homework.. then mr michael talked to us for a period causing us to miss one period of our double.. but yea... that was the only eventful thing that happened during the school day... then after school jacqui took me home again... except she didnt stay... and i dont really remember what i did that night... Wednesday... yesterday A day... shakespeare in the morning followed by calc... and town meeting which were elections for student council... which i should have been a part of, but i wasnt because i knew i couldnt win because the sophomores are stupid... anyway then history... and other classes for the rest of the day and again not that important... aimes and i watched part of the tennis match and the track meet... then my mom picked me up at 5 and we went to the gym for our first spinning class, which turned out to be a hell of a lot better than running and is really sweet... the seats kill ur ass however... anyway... after that i went and did manueverability... sigh... it went ok... sometimes i cant get it the first time i go through... and it kind of sux... then we went home and watched fun with dick and jane when dad got home... then i talked to jimmy until like 1 in the morning and i COMPLETELY forgot how much i missed talking to that kid... aww hes so cute =) i luv him.. awww so we talked for long enough that i completely missed my alarm clock in the morning... then i went to school.. and well... it was B day... i had double french in the morning thats self explanatory.. and then carrie went to lunch without me in eds new car... with his new license that hes exctatic about... i kno i spelled that wrong.. ok... in the afternoon i hung out with mark a bit and andy too... and i found out from jacqui that hes wierded out about the whole... me being touchy thing... go figure... so... then after school i hung out with Paint... I LOVE PAINT HES SO CUTE! anyway he kept me really good company... im really glad he was there... then tonight... my mom picked me up at 6 and then we went to the gym and took the spinning class again which both of our asses were sore and so were our quads omg.. and todays class was harder than yesterdays and it majorly sucked... anyway then i went and did manuverability again... and i was good... for the most part... so iono... i hope i do ok... then i came home and watched the end of the Cheetah Girls then i went into my room and took a bath and thats when i called jimmy and im still on the phone with him now... and as a matter of fact hes like when the fuck are u going to get offline so we can talk already... so all i have to say is that my 2nd driving test is tomorrow morning at 8 30 and im COMPLETELY paranoid especially after the last time... if i fail i think im gonna die... so yea wish me luck im out Z Current Mood: paranoid Current Music: death cab for cutie CD and Jimmy (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 16th, 2006
10:02 pm	Andy Afterword So after this somewhat interesting weekend... with the breaking up and the crying for a bit... and so on and so forth im kinda glad its all dwindling down cuz i dont kno how much more drama i could have taken this weekend. heaven forbid one of my relatives dying... well friday was one load of suckage... saturday morning was pretty good until i let it sink in again.. i dyed easter eggs with my grandma... it was pretty interesting.. then i went back home... and i hung with myself until about 10... during the time alone... i watched TV and walked down to the park... caught up with Howley for a while... i missed that... it wasnt what it used to be... but talking is better than what it has been lately.... i talked to andy online a bit about our situation which is what i feared... but i still had questions that he hadnt answered... then i finally talked to him and he did... and last night i fell asleep talking to jimmy on the phone... well almost anyway.. not that falling asleep on the phone with him would be new or anything =PPP =) then i got up at 9 30 today.. and well we watched something that i cant remember... then i got ready to go to my grandmas for easter and we show up late... then we get there and watch king kong... with intermission to eat dinner at 2 30.. it lasted 3 hours long it was crazy... then we played a lively LCR game... fun fun... that game is good stuff... so then... we get home early after my father starts an argument with my grandparents which always gets a bit scary so mom and i try to get out of the house as fast as possible... without being like shut the fuck up lets go... we went home.. then i get my lines for shakespeare from ed.. and i talk to jacqui and people for a bit.. then i grow a backbone and i call andy... and im figuring hes playing wow so hes not going to answer... boy was i wrong.. he answered i was like... well ummm hi... i was planning on getting ur answering machine so i have a nice message for u... hes like... silence lol.. and im thinking well fuck it.... so i started to talk and i asked him my questions that i had accumulated throughout the day... like was i really that annoying... and so on and so forth and it turns out... hes going to prom with me... and ive decided and figured out that its for the best... us being friends... seriously cuz he still makes me laugh like no other... aww i love that kid... in a platonic way now it seems... hes hilarious... and for the record I DO NOT HAVE A SPEECH IMPEDIMENT! well we hang up and im thoroughly pleased, i talk to jacqui and lee about it and they are like.. well thats great.. but then i talk to ed... sigh.. he made a really good point and it upsetted me... hes like maybe u shouldnt go cuz u could get ur hopes up for something that possibly couldnt happen... and then ur evening could be ruined for example if he didnt start to love u again.. and after thought i realized that i had thought about that... and i was like... oh crap... but then i realized that one i will DEFINITELY be over him completely by then especially considering that im almost over him now... so im still going with him and on a different note... im starting to hit it off again with jimmy... kinda right where we left off a bit ago... hmm hes cute... =) im on the phone with him right now in fact.. but thats besides the point.. im going to get offline now and get into my bed.. and continue talking to him... im out Z Current Mood: ehh Current Music: death cab for cutie CD (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 15th, 2006
7:40 pm	Sigh Well... yesterday was interesting ... let's just put it that way... it sucked... so im without a prom date... and a boyfriend i guess.. since everyone else called him that... I WANT TO KISS HIM AGAIN! its so... argh... it frustrates me... i mean... ok it was for the best NOT THE POINT. so hes going to college in 4 months... i still want him until then i was gonna deal with it then.. and u kno u can always pick up where u left off.. is that so much to ask... this is just wrong cuz now i have to see him everyday and deal with the inability i have to kiss him.. i mean its not as bad as it could have been.. he doesnt hate me and he still wants to be friends but still.. im being selfish... i want him for me.. ALL ME! and i cant when hes not mine.. i almost want it to be where i dont talk to him at all cuz its gonna hurt too much.. that will never be the case... jacqui to calm me down yesterday spent the night.. it was really fun. she left her CD here tho.. im listening to it now in fact... im at a lost cause... i asked him to prom.. and i want to ask jimmy to so honestly iono... im out of choices for the night.. ill see how talking to jimmy on the phone goes *on the phone right now* so... who knows... im out Z Current Music: Different Names for the Same Thing - death cab for cutie (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 13th, 2006
9:43 pm	Average School Day Today... up early... dig first... then double forensix... not bad, i love having jenny as a lab partner she rox. then afterwards... i had a free of which i hung out with carrie and such... then i didnt do my math homework and went to math fifth period. followed by a free. Then 7th period i had shakespeare.. working with sam isnt bad, hes really nice. then last period history, which i was late to as always because i was hanging out with andy... no suprise there. After school i hung out with Amy, and then jacqui and amy... then katie alexia jacqui and amy... then amy cynty and jacqui then we all went home.. my mom even checked out my pictures in the kiva along with eds cuz were the only two people whose pictures are up... which if u havent looked, u should! then we went and did manuverability... yea cuz we all kno about my really exciting experience yesterday *growl* then we went home.. ate some food... watched cowbelles... *it wasnt that bad i swear* then i called Jimmy... he was in the middle of TP ing a house.. hahahahah anyway so im gonna take a shower... then paint my nails... and wait for jim to call me back... otherwise.. im out Z Current Mood: content Current Music: Move Along - All American Rejects (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 12th, 2006
10:03 pm	Driving My first entry... ah im conforming to the rest of the country... its pathetic really... i went to elyria.. i was SO pumped to take it. I get there go inside still pumped...get in my car.. *dad's car **stick** * go over to the parking lot where the cones are.. pull forward great.. then start to back up... and i almost hit a cone so... i start over... and then.. what do i do... i hit the other sides fucking cone... i was so upset... anyway... besides that really bad news.. Andy =) made my day worse.. which made it better... lol dont ask.. otherwise my day went pretty well... i watched the tennis game, got rained on.. played in the pond... kind of disgusting i kno not the point. came home with jacqui. she hung out at my house we had dinner. listened to serious music. she left.. im gonna take shower in like 5 minutes.. then paint my nails... then go to bed... im out Z Current Mood: ehh Current Music: hips dont lie - shakira (Comment on this)